Dear Daddy

How can I begin to tell you how much I love you without saying, Thank you?

You are my best friend and biggest supporter. Thank you for always being there for me growing up. Thank you for the love that you have given me. I love being able to call you almost every night and talk. I love our inside jokes, our funny voices and making up songs together. Thank you for always letting me sing along to the radio in the car or the TV in the room, you helped me grow my talent and not to mention my love for music and the oldies. Thank you for comforting me when I was upset as a child. It really meant a lot to me. Thank you for punishing me and grounding me too. I may not have realized at the time but that discipline helped shape me into the women I am now. Thank you for always cooling off my french fries in the AC before I could eat them.  Thank you for the wonderful example of loving Mom and making us a family.  Thank you for supporting our family for so many year and working long hours to give your children all they needed and wanted. Thank you for making every Christmas and birthday special. Thank you for going up to bat against Mom, when I REALLY REALLY wanted something. Thank you for letting me be your nurse, spa technician, chef, hair stylist and barber over the years. Though those careers never seemed to pan out, it was still really fun to practice on you as a kid. Thank you for helping me learn to drive and for taking care of me after I crashed the car. And especially thank you for not being too mad at me for totaling said car. I don't care what insurance said, that was NOT my fault. Thank you for not killing any/all of the boys who tried to take me on dates, even though you may have wanted to, I appreciate the restraint. Thank you for all you have taught me throughout the years. Thank you for helping us this month to accomplish the things we needed to do. You have been such a blessing.

 

You really are amazing, Dad. I am proud of you for all of your accomplishments. I am proud of you for your goal to go to the temple. I look forward to the blessings you will receive because of this. I can't explain it much more then, its amazing.  I am glad that I can be your example for once because you have been mine for so long. Because of your great example to me I have been able to find someone just like you to be with forever. He may never be my Daddy, but he also holds a big place in my heart for the leading man role. When I found Zach I knew I could never marry him unless he was just like my Dad. Someone who loved me more than anything, always wanted to see me smile and was always there to listen. And well, I lucked out because Zach turned out to be that amazing guy, and so far I think I'll keep him around.

 

Its funny to think that the older I get the closer we become. I secretly love it. You know my secrets, my good days and my bad. I am so lucky to have such an amazing Dad. Thank you for my "care packages" once I had grown up and moved away. They helped me not feel so homesick in the new chapter in my life. Thank you for adopting Sophie as your fuzziest grandchild. I hope the future ones will look nothing like her! I look forward to seeing you as a Grandpa though. I know you will be just as great at that job too. My kids will be so lucky to know you and grow up with you. I really hope you are taking care of yourself for this reason. This past year has been a rough one for you and honestly has scared the crud out of me at some points. The thought of my life without you has made me cry several times because I really don't want that. I pray that you will be healthy and strong and live forever.I know that last part can't happen but you sure as hell better try. I need someone to drive the car behind the bus while I cry my eyes out as my baby goes to kindergarten.  I need someone to sneak candy to my kids after I said no. I'm selfish and I need you.  I want my kids to know you and have so many wonderful memories with you. I want them to have inside jokes and funny songs with their Grandpa. Keep up the good work, you are doing great!

I am proud of all that you do.

 

But most of all...

 

Thank you for being the Papa Bear to this little bear.

I love you.

 

Hope you have a wonderful day, I'll call you later.